An interview with DeAsia Paige, author of The College Diaries Pt. 1

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[ By: Shawna Shipley-Gates ]

The College Diaries: How a Budding Black Feminist Found Her Voice, by HBW alum DeAsia Paige was released in 2020. When Shipley-Gates published the review, during Women’s History Month, she and Paige began an important conversation. The Project on the History of Black Writing hopes that sharing that conversation can help shed light on the culture that too many young women encounter when they enter college.

In Part I of the interview Paige discusses the journey that led to the creation of her first book and the inspiration behind it. More than a background story, Paige is breaking the silence for her generation. The College Diaries offers us a startling example of why “much work needs to be done to help Black women, especially in college, get the help that they need,” according to Shipley-Gates, “whether it’s social support, trying to meet friends, or important networks.”

*This interview has been edited for length and clarity *

The College Diaries (2020)

Shipley-Gates: I just want to say that book is a damn good book, damn good book. I’ve been out of undergraduate school since 2006. It’s very reassuring to know that at least two of us in this world have experienced these things in college. And even though I went to an historically Black college [HBCU], you had me right there with every word: it was very refreshingly raw and transparent. I would love for you to tell your readers a little bit about yourself, what would you like them to know?

DeAsia Paige

Paige: Aw, I’m glad. To start off, I’m naturally introverted, so I would say I’m inherently a better writer than I am speaker. I don’t know if that shows in the book at all, but I use writing as my therapeutic relief when I’m going through things. I wanted to show that in the book because I was talking about some very real experiences. I wanted to write in a way that you could tell what I was going through, sympathize with me in a way, and see how that relates to your own life. That’s the first thing I want readers to know about me, that I wouldn’t share this kind of information with people by just having a conversation with them. I would write it down and open it up to the world; it’s just so crazy. Even as an introvert, writing provides that space for me to feel confident in sharing my experiences.

Shipley-Gates: That’s good to know. I don’t know if I got that you were an introvert, but I knew that social support was very important to you. I wouldn’t expect you to be a public speaker and announce all of this, but I can definitely see that that writing is your outlet. We need more of that especially among Black women: to be able to come forward and share our experiences. How did you know that it was time to share your story, via book? Walk me through the journey toward that decision?

Paige: Since my first year, I’d been writing some of what’s in the book while those things were happening. Once it got to my senior year, I was like, I have this record of my experiences in college, I might as well just put it together into a book. That’s what I did. It wasn’t really anything that I’ve been thoroughly pursuing. It wasn’t planned, like I want to write this and I’m gonna do this at this time. It came naturally because I had been writing for the four years, and it made sense to do that.

Shipley-Gates: It’s like a journal – where you were able to document what was happening in real time. I was wondering if that was the case because the book is vivid and descriptive with so many details. I was curious if you were writing retrospectively or whether everything was happening as you went along. What made you decide ‘‘this is it”? “I’m about to tell all my business, KU is gonna hear about what happened while I was with them.” What made you feel like, “I don’t care, I’m doing it”?

Paige: It’s funny that you say that because I still feel that way a little bit. People say that they are reading my book, I’m like, “Oh shit, they’re about to find out things about me that I would not naturally just tell you.” I still feel weird about it, because I’m thinking, “Well damn, I just put all my personal business our there for everybody to see.”

At the same time, I think that there’s a sort of power in that, especially for Black women to be able to see themselves. By going through those things, I often felt like I was alone, but I think in retrospect, I learned that you’re never alone in those situations, although you might feel that way. With that in mind, I knew that this was something that people needed to find. That I wasn’t alone in those situations that happened to me, especially when talking about Black women.

Shipley-Gates: Well good. I can only imagine professors I’m assuming you’re talking about or fellow classmates and how they would react.

Paige: Yeah, even my family members. One of my bosses mentioned that he bought it, and I was thinking: oh, let me just send you an annotated guide. I didn’t actually say that, but I thought that in my head. I felt like Harper from the movie The Best Man.

Shipley-Gates: You’re still selling, you’re still going through that, so what’s been the overall response to your book? Knowing that certain people may be called out or they’re learning these pieces about you that they had no idea about, what’s been the reaction?

Paige: For the most part, it’s been surprisingly positive. Even my great-grandma, who I would say, is very conservative. I was hesitant to even tell her about the book because I knew that she might disagree with some things I mentioned, like sex positivity.  I know she has a different frame of mind, and I didn’t know how she would take it, but she liked it. I know it’s short, but everybody seems to be reading the book in one or two days, so it’s been positive so far. It’s a surprise because I really thought that I was gonna get heavily scrutinized. That really wasn’t the case at all. It’s definitely been positive, for sure.

Shipley-Gates: That’s good to hear. It’s interesting that you mentioned your great-grandmother, because I know a lot of what you’re mentioning is the heavy influence of church and religion and how you’re grappling with that relationship. I can only imagine the thoughts of these people who raised you in that faith. That they are having positive reactions is a good sign.

Let me also say that this book is very relatable and accessible.  That people read it in a day or two. I read it in a couple hours because I could totally relate—I can only imagine that someone younger or someone who isn’t in academia can definitely go through it without a problem. This is another important piece to the book’s importance.

Paige: Right! That’s another thing I was concerned about. Like a memoir is typically a short book, but I didn’t think people were gonna read it in like, one day.

Shipley-Gates: Yeah, because it is so accessible, it’s a book that you don’t want to put down.

Let me return to that moment when you decided to write the book and put all your entries together.  What was the one idea that you hoped your readers would take away when reading your book?

Paige: One thing is the idea that Black women can be many things. I think sometimes people like to place us in this box and say “oh, if you’re a sex positive and you share thirst traps of yourself on Instagram, then there’s no way that girl can be smart and intelligent, or just talk about feminism and have all these ideas about love and relationships.” Like, no, those two things can coexist. I think that’s something that I’ve definitely struggled with throughout my life. I grew up in a church, where you are taught just be this one way.  There’s so much freedom in knowing that you can be more than just one way, and more than what society has already predetermined for you. I think for Black women, that’s essentially a great lesson to learn because so many times we’re just so compartmentalized by men and by those outside of our community as well. I think that’s one thing I would hope readers take away from it, regardless if you’re a Black woman or not.

A caricature of Sarah Baartman, a Black woman who was hypersexualized in European art and used to reinforce negative sexual stereotypes.

Shipley-Gates: That’s perfect, because that’s definitely what I personally got out of that. I hope that’s what the readers got out of it as well. It’s very rare to get to talk to the actual author and say, “this is what I got out of this; is this what you wanted?” You definitely made that clear. I loved how you were also doing some fact checking, some clarification, providing some education there, which I appreciated. Defining the history of hypersexuality of Black women like Sara Baartman and happiness;  defining virginity and explaining it as a social construct. You walk us through the Black Superwoman trope and do a great job of that. That’s part of the accessibility of being able to say, “in case you didn’t know, these are some of the hats that they’re making us wear, these are some of the things they’re predetermining for us, and so I’m here to let you know that we don’t have to do that.” I really appreciate that as well. Kudos, it’s really hard to try to take information, especially when we’re in academia, and explain it in accessible terms. When you were talking about intersectionality, you were always trying to find a way to explain it to the general reader – and you definitely succeeded.

Paige: Thank you so much. I was hoping everything was clear, because I knew that there was going to be some things that would be like, “well, what is she talking about?” But I was hoping that people would understand what I was saying.

Shipley-Gates: And the virginity piece too, when I realized I was like – oh is she going there? That’s the one conversation that the church likes to push onto Black women, especially when they’re trying to play respectability politics and forcing us to be virgins. We can try to change those negative sexual narratives about us. You’re letting us know that that’s still something that’s keeping us from living in our true skin.  This is what I loved about it.

Have any of your KU professors read your book yet?

Paige: See, this is where my introverted side comes out, because in my opinion, I have not marketed the book as well as I should have. I don’t think professors know about it. I’ve shared it on social media, but I haven’t done that much direct outreach, which I need to do. I’ve heard from KU students who have read it and they liked it so far, but in terms of professors in those higher up positions, I haven’t reached out to them.

Shipley-Gates: Well Dr. Graham [Ku English] knows about it and I don’t know if you ever worked with Dr. Ayesha Hardison [Ku English/Women, Gender and Sexuality], but she knows about it, too. She put me on to Dr. Graham to read the book and do the book review, so I’m very grateful to both of them because I would have never known about it. It was funny because I was trying to find a book for the Free Black Women’s Library and I’m like, oh, this will be great. You’re already signed up to do it!

Paige: Yes. Megan Williams [Assistant Director Emily Taylor Center for Women & Gender Equity], she knows about it, so that’s somebody else but yes, she reached out to me to be a part of that. I don’t know why I’m selling myself short.

Shipley-Gates: Thinking retrospectively, or maybe you even had notes about this throughout your college career, how could KU have helped you during these challenging times in your college life? Did you ever have those thoughts about what you think was missing or what you loved about KU’s assistance, if they did? What were you thinking at that time?

Paige: I do wish there was more. I know KU has G.E.M.S (Gifted Empowered Motivated Sisters), but that was a great group for me that I joined my junior year. I just wish there were more Black woman-centric groups on campus because G.E.M.S didn’t come about until my later years. I was about to walk out the door, but I feel with more outreach maybe my experience would have been a little bit less lonely. KU was not that diverse to begin with, but I think having those systems of support would have been great once I got there. When I first got to KU, it was just so white to me, I didn’t even want to go there and go to that school initially, because of how white it was. I’m used to being around Black people and that’s who I’ve been around my whole life.  It was kind of a culture shock, but not really. I just really wish they had those systems support already in place once I got there.

Shipley-Gates: That’s good to know. That’s a perfect example of how your work translates into something bigger, like making possible changes that are needed, because again, like you said, you’re not the only one, but it felt that way at the time.

Paige: Yeah, I’m just hoping that future students have that support that I didn’t get.

Shipley-Gates: I think that’s a good point: especially at predominantly white institutions, they need to do a better job during that first year. As you said, it’s a not culture shock because you do know that’s how the real world operates, and yet it’s still different from what you’re used to. They expect you to survive like that for four years, if not more if you choose to stay and get advanced degrees.

Since you’re an HBW alum, what influence did HBW have on your book or in your life in general so far?

Paige: HBW was one of those support systems in a way that G.E.M.S. was for me. Obviously, HBW was in existence prior to my coming to KU, but I didn’t really get involved until my junior year, same with G.E.M.S. I felt like I had my own family there and I still miss the atmosphere, especially with my new job where it’s very white. HBW definitely helped with my research skills which I was able to use when writing my book in researching things like feminism and virginity and various social constructs. Working with HBW taught me that there’s always going to be research in whatever you do; it’s crucial to my work today, even as a journalist.  I do that, like 24/7 now. I think those two things – a family support system and knowing that research is crucial to whatever I do – definitely helped me with this book and really everything in my life in general.

Check back for Part II of this interview.

Shawna Shipley-Gates is a graduate student in Women, Gender, and Sexuality Studies. Her research interest highlights the cultural literacy of black women’s sexual health behaviors and how those cultural experiences can be translated into effective yet sex-positive education; healthcare and wellness practices; and policy and advocacy work. She is also the owner of Cupcake Noire, which is a sex-positive brand for black cis, trans and non-binary womxn.

“Lest We Forget”: The Centennial of the Tulsa Riots May 31, 1921 – May 31, 2021

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HBW joins the national commemoration of the centennial of the Tulsa Riots of 1921. Also referred to as the Tulsa Massacre, the Greenwood community in Tulsa, Oklahoma was considered a mecca of Black economic and cultural growth at the time.  On May 31, 1921, “Black Wall Street” – as it was called – was attacked by a mob of armed white rioters. Local businesses, homes, schools, churches and countless other community establishments were burned to the ground. An estimated 300 people died as a result and over 10,000 people were left homeless. The event is recognized as one of the most horrific acts of racial violence against African Americans in the 20th century.

Tulsa Massacre 1921. PC:

KU Professor Darren Canady on his play False Creeds, based on Tulsa’s Greenwood Community Massacre:

Tulsa Riots 1921. PC: The Conversation

My relationship with Tulsa’s Greenwood Community massacre came through my grandmother as part of a package of stories and reminiscences from growing up with family members. The hardest thing is . . . she told it to me because she knew I would never get that information in any other way.  It was a history that, like the Greenwood community itself, there were active attempts to erase,  She knew it was secretive work, and my grandmother had to encode for me, supplementing things so I could understand how I became a little black boy in the world.

When I started the research for False Creeds around 2005, the graduate students who had been doing their research in the late 1980s had received death threats.  That is the value of archives, our storytellers and people doing humanities work.  While I am glad that “Watchmen,”  “Lovecraft Country” and other pop culture creations are taking this up, it’s important to remember that my grandmother, her siblings,  and her cousins who told my cousins who told those graduate students all knew it was dangerous work . . . It IS dangerous work.”

Darren Canady is a Topeka Kansas native who graduated from the New York University’s Tisch School of the Arts. Canady returned to Kansas to join the English Department at the University of Kansas, where he teaches playwriting. A thriving career with more than fifteen staged productions and a host of residencies, Canady’s searing narratives often display a comic undertone, taken from stories that he grew up listening to. He imparts the same sense of life, exuberance, and expressiveness to his award-winning plays. Written against the backdrop of Jim Crow, the Great Migration, and the Civil Rights Movement, Canady’s performances champion the unique culture of African-American life in the Midwest. Although at home in the Kansas Heartland, he and his plays travel widely — the US, Europe, and Asia.

False Creeds poster Credit: Dan Moyer and Anneliese Moyer, ©️2007

False Creeds “tells the story of Jason, a young man who embarks on a journey to discover the legacy of his family’s past.” Set in 1921 in the Greenwood district of Tulsa, the play follows Jason as he relives the night of the Tulsa Massacre through the eyes of a young girl, Jason’s grandmother. The award-winning play premiered on Feb. 9, 2007 in Atlanta, Georgia at the Alliance Theatre.

The full interview will be forthcoming on HBW’s blog.


In commemoration of the centennial, MSNBC’s Trymaine Lee conducted interviews with Greenwood residents for “A Conspiracy of Silence.”  Black Tulsans are left asking, “What does justice look like after 100 years?” Watch the documentary HERE


Also check out Red Summer and Tulsa: The Fire and Forgotten, two documentaries on the Tulsa Riots which feature DeNeen Brown, a KU School of Journalism and Mass Communications alum. Brown now a distinguished professor at the University of Maryland, will be covering events in Tulsa for the Washington Post, and you can find some of her articles down below. You can watch Tulsa: The Fire and Forgotten HERE . Red Summer will premiere on Hulu and National Geographic on June 18-19, but you can check out the trailer HERE .

Links to further information on the Tulsa Riots

News Articles

In Tulsa, solemn remembrances of a century-old race massacre by survivors and descendants (2021)

His arrest sparked the Tulsa Race Massacre. Then Dick Rowland disappeared (2021)

A Century After the Race Massacre, Tulsa Confronts its Bloody Past NPR (2021)

What the 1921 Tulsa Race Massacre Destroyed NYT (2021)

Tulsa’s Black Wall Street Before, During and After the Tulsa Race Massacre History (2021) 

100 Years After the Tulsa Massacre, What Does Justice Look Like? NYT (2021)

Tulsa massacre survivor at 107 years old testifies that the horror of that day never goes away CNN (2021)

Tulsa Race Massacre History (2018)

Revisit the history of the 1921 Tulsa Race Massacre Tulsa World (2021)

Scholarly Articles

A Long-Lost Manuscript Contains a Searing Eyewitness Account of the Tulsa Race Massacre of 1921 Smithsonian Magazine (2016)

Tulsa, Then and Now: Reflections on the Legacy of the 1921 Tulsa Race Massacre (2020)

Tulsa Race Massacre Goes From ‘Too Obscure’ to Hollywood Spotlight (2020)

We look like men of war: Africana male narratives and the Tulsa Race Riot, War and Massacre of 1921 (2002)

Unspeakable: The Tulsa Race Massacre (2020)

Behind the Tulsa Riot (2014)

When more than property is lost: the dignity losses and restoration of the Tulsa Riot of 1921 (2016)

The Burning: Massacre, Destruction, and the Tulsa Race Riot of 1921 (2004)

Unearthing the True Toll of the Tulsa Race Massacre (2020)

Photographing the Tulsa Massacre: A Conversation with Karlos K. Hill (2021)

The Tulsa Race Riot of 1921: Toward an Integrative Theory of Collective Violence (2011)

The 1921 Tulsa Massacre – Humanities: The National Magazine of NEH (2021)

Selected Books

The Nation Must Awake: My Witness to the Tulsa Race Massacre of 1921 by Mary E. Jones (2021)

Unspeakable: The Tulsa Race Massacre by Carol Boston Weatherford (2021)

Opal’s Greenwood Oasis by Najah-Amatullah Hylton and Quraysh Ali Lansana (2021)

Black Birds in the Sky: The Story and Legacy of the 1921 Tulsa Race Massacre by Brandy Colbert (2021)

Across the Tracks: Remembering Greenwood, Black Wall Street, and the Tulsa Race Massacre by Alverne Ball (2021)

Angel of Greenwood by Randi Pink (2021)

The Tulsa Massacre of 1921: The Controversial History and Legacy of America’s Worst Race Riot by Charles River Editors (2020)

Black Wall Street 100: An American City Grapples with Its Historical Racial Trauma by Hannibal B. Johnson (2020)

Tulsa, 1921: Reporting a Massacre by Randy Krehbiel (2019)

Holocaust in the Homeland: Black Wall Street’s Last Days by Corinda Pitts Marsh (2014)

Black Wall Street: From Riot to Renaissance in Tulsa’s Historic Greenwood District by Hannibal B. Johnson (2014)

The Burning: The Tulsa Race Massacre of 1921 by Tim Madigan (2013)

Riot on Greenwood: The Total Destruction of Black Wall Street by Eddie Faye Gates (2003)

Riot and Remembrance: The Tulsa Race War and Its Legacy by James S. Hirsch (2001)

Race riot 1921: Events of the Tulsa Disaster by Mary E. Jones Parrish (1998)

Death in a Promised Land: The Tulsa Race Riot of 1921 by Scott Ellsworth (1992)


Figures of History: Louise Meriweather

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[ By Ashley Simmons ]

Since the beginning of her career, Louise Meriwether demonstrated that writers have a responsibility to something outside of themselves and their writing. Meriwether made it her personal mission to write about the Black experience both as she saw it growing up and also as a way to remind American people of the impact Black people have had on the history of this country. As she celebrates her 98th birthday, HBW would like to spotlight Louise Meriwether and her contributions both to Black writing and to the struggle for change.

Meriwether is quoted saying “To be denied the knowledge of the accomplishments of your race is to instill in a people a lack of self-worth and a sense of shame and guilt. We have to understand that guilt is self-inflicted. Since we inflicted it upon ourselves, we can remove it. We can stand the truth. It is the half-truths, the lies, distortions, stereotypes, and caricatures which bring us pain, but we do not have to accept them as our reality. And so, I began to write, to dig out the truth about my people and expose that truth to the light” and write she did.

Members of The Sisterhood in 1977. The Sisterhood was made up of prominent Black women writers. Pictured here (front, left-right): Nana Maynard, Ntozake Shange, Louise Meriwether (back row left-right) Vertamae Smart-Grosvenor, Alice Walker, Audrey Edwards, Toni Morrison and June Jordan. PC: SUNU Journal

After the success of her first novel, Daddy was a Number Runner, Meriwether turned her focus to rectifying the omission of Black contributions in American history. In an essay titled, “Remembrances from the Civil War,” Meriwether recalls her childhood growing up in New York as the only Black girl in her class. Meriwether recalls feelings of shame and guilt around her Blackness coming as a result in part to her being the only Black person (let alone student) in the classrooms she attended. This issue of being the only Black person in the room followed her to college at NYU. There, she recalls a time when one of her professors misrepresented enslaved people as docile and lucky to be civilized in the U.S. Meriwether remembers that this misrepresentation of enslaved people left her feeling embarrassed. Because of the stories her father told her about the people in her family who escaped slavery, she knew there was little truth to this characterization. Meriwether attributes these experiences to her desire to write about Black Americans and their impact on American history.

Meriwether wrote “After publication of my first novel…I turned my attention to black history for the kindergarten set, recognizing that the deliberate omission of Blacks from American history has been damaging to the children of both races. It reinforces in one a feeling of inferiority and in the other the myth of superiority”.

Because of her experiences and her personal convictions, Meriwether’s first audience was young readers, for whom she published a series of books spotlighting important Black figures in American history. One of these children’s books, The Freedom Ship of Robert Smalls, eventually culminated into the novel Fragments of the Ark, a story about Peter Mango, an enslaved man who leads a group of enslaved people and commandeers to a Confederate boat to escape. Meriwether’s writing career spans almost 5 decades. In addition to her novels and children’s literature, she has written various short stories and poems and has accomplished many firsts, including writing for Essence’s first issue in 1970 and becoming the first Black story editor in Hollywood.

Meriwether’s writing is the product of her continued activism. As a self-proclaimed peacenik, over the years Meriwether has worked with other prominent artists and writers to form groups that not only acted as community for Black artists at the time, but also as an epicenter for her activism. In 1967, while living in Los Angeles,

Meriwether joined the Watts Writers Guild, a writer’s group established in the aftermath of the Watts riots of 1965. It was during her time here that Daddy Was a Number Runner was first published as an excerpt in a special edition of The Antioch Review. By 1968, in alignment with her philosophy of accurate portrayals of historical Black figures in American history, Meriwether chaired the Black Anti-Defamation Association (BADA) to prevent the production of a film based on William Styron’s book The Confessions of Nat Turner. BADA insisted that the book portrayed Nat Turner, famous slave revolt leader, in a historically inaccurate and unflattering light. Their protests led to Twentieth Century Fox eventually dropping the project. In addition to her mission to ensure that accurate portrayals of Black historical figures are included in the American history canon, Meriwether also openly disdained the negative impact of globalization, particularly on writers in the African diaspora and the Global South. In 1997, Meriwether was a founding member of the International Organization of Women Writers of Africa Yari Yari Conference. At the conference, Meriwether argued that as media conglomerates continue to buy up smaller publishing houses and censor what is produced, it is up to writers to be vigilant in finding new methods to broadcast their messages. Her activism persevered through to the 21st century. In 2002, at the age of 79, she and 600 other activists were arrested for protesting the International Monetary Fund. Meriwether continues her activism as a member of the Granny Peace Brigade, an organization that opposes war and the violence of racism and poverty.

Louise Meriwether and current members of the Harlem Writers Guild

On page 22 of Impact of New Technologies and Globalization on Literature Publishing and Distribution in the African Diaspora, Meriwether said, “As writers who care about the deplorable state of the world… we need to be aware of all of the ramifications of globalization so that we can be the truth-sayers, taking the message to the people”

Through the decades, Louise Meriwether has remained true to her personal mission of Black writing as a means of organizing and protesting. She remains an inspiration to writers and activists alike and her life is a blueprint for how artists can produce art with purpose.


Works Cited

Meriwether, Louise. “Remembrances from the Civil War.” Black Renaissance/Renaissance Noire, vol. 3, no. 3, 2001, pp. 181-184.

Meriwether Louise. “Impact of New Technologies and Globalization on Literature Publishing and Distribution in the African Diaspora.” Black Scholar, vol. 38, no. 2-3, 2008, pp. 21-23.

Greene, Brenda M. “Louise Meriwether: A Life of Writing and Activism.”

Cornillon Koppleman, Susan. The Other Woman: Stories of Two Women and a Man. Feminist Press, 1984.


Ashley Simmons is a PhD student in literature. Her primary interests are speculative fiction, African American literature of the 20th century and transgressive fiction.  In addition to her studies, Ashley has a background in media education and civic engagement. After graduation, she will pursue a non-academic track that combines her interests in literature with media production and civic engagement.

Book Review: “All the Songs We Sing: Celebrating 25 years of the Carolina African American Writers’ Collective”

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[ By Simone Savannah ]

“All the Songs We Sing” celebrates the 25th anniversary of The Carolina African American Writers’ Collective, which began in 1995 as a group where aspiring Black authors could come to have their work peer reviewed. The history of writer’s collectives stems back decades, starting most notably with the South Side Writer’s Group, which was founded by Richard Wright in 1936 and was made up of writers such as Arna Bontemps and Margaret Walker. The South Side Writers Group helped Wright publish the “Blueprint for Negro Literature” an essay in which Wright wrote about the role of African American writers in the collective consciousness of African Americans. For decades, writer’s collectives have created a space for Black writers to share their work, build their skills, and create a community which has helped in the publication of countless Black literary works.

All the Songs We Sing celebrates the Collective’s 25th anniversary. Lenard D. Moore, the founder, desired to create a Black writing movement that focused on cultivating craft and voice. He had taken a poetry workshop where he and other Black students had to constantly explain cultural and historical references in their poems. The goal of The Carolina African American Writers’ Collective “was not to make our story palatable to those who didn’t understand it. It was simply to tell it, the way that was uniquely our voice.” 

The poems explore Black womanhood and girlhood, place and nature, history and memory, pain and abuse. They are written in free verse, sonnets, and haikus. Poems such as Moore’s “Interrogation of Harriet Tubman.” where he writes about the complicated choice to escape slavery, reach back in time and speak to ancestors. Fearing leaving children behind to be “snatched and sold,” the speaker asks Tubman difficult questions:

“Will I ever see them again?”

“What am I going to eat?”

“Can you tell me what’s waiting for us/in the thicker?”

Poems like “When I Consider the Open Casket” by Kim Arrington and “Because of Emmett Till” by Diane Judge route readers through a racist American history, and rebirth Emmett, a Black child who was hunted and murdered by white men in Mississippi. The poems are deliberate in retelling history as well as meditating about the personal. In “A Few Years In,” readers get a glimpse into a reflective moment about love and closeness: 

“When I squeeze too tight

she never pushes back

like she needs room”

The fiction and creative nonfiction featured in the anthology also showcase the writers’ abilities to write across genres as they pull readers into their political and social realities. The stories explore loss and grief, choices surrounding motherhood, and food and community.

Lenard D. Moore
PC: Salisbury Post

The weaving of the historical and the personal emphasizes the complexity of the writers and the purpose of the Collective to craft poems that speak to their experiences as Black people in the Carolinas and beyond. As Jaki Shelton Green writes in the foreword, the anthology demonstrates “the urgency of protecting the agency of Black voices that reflect our people, politics, social conditions, and subject matter that should be a catalyst for engagement. The poetry, fiction, and nonfiction assist in constructing a “diverse and energetic” literary landscape where the writers magnify experiences through various devices, including metaphor, orality, and vernacular – the songs of these writers come together as a beautiful and complex ensemble. Readers encounter an array of language and experience bridging memoirs, essays, and poems that push them to think consciously and critically. 

In the afterword, Lauri Scheyer reflects on All The Songs We Sing as a “re-collection and re-assessment” of a literary family. She writes, “these writers have sprung forward from and are influenced by this shared and hallowed soil” (192). This collection is undoubtedly a reunion of talented Black writers that honors their craft and contributions to American Literature.

The anthology features poetry, fiction, and nonfiction by Kim Arrington, Dr. L. Teresa Church, Camille T. Dungy, Fred Joiner, Angela Belcher Epps, Bridgette A. Lacy, Sheila Smith McKoy, Carole Boston Weatherford, Evie Shockley, Crystal Simone Smith, L. Lamar Wilson, and Gideon Young.


More Writer’s Collectives

The DRC at their home base in Cambridge, MA. PC: Poets & Writers

Harlem Writers Guild

The Harlem Writers Guild is the oldest continuously operating Black writer’s guild in the world. It was established in 1950 as a forum where African American writers could develop their craft and continues to be a place of community for Black writers.

The Dark Room Collective 

The Dark Room Collective was founded in Boston in 1988 and was led by Thomas Sayers Ellis and Sharan Strange. It was originally a reading series but became a community of established and emerging African American poets and writers.

Group portrait of the EBR Writers Club in 1997.
PC: Southern Illinois University Edwardsville

Eugene B. Redmond Writers Club

The Eugene B. Redmond (EBR) Writers Club was founded in East St. Louis in 1986. The club has coordinated a workshop for writers for over thirty years now. Members of the club have collaborated on a variety of arts programming, including poetry performances, teaching sessions, an annual Kwanzaa event. The EBR Club also co-produced the arts journal Drumvoices Revue.



Simone Savannah graduated with her Ph.D. in English-Creative Writing at the University of Kansas in 2017. Simone received her BA in English-Creative Writing and MEd in Cultural Studies from Ohio University. Her research interests include African American Literature & Poetry, Black Feminism/Womanism, and Black Female Sexuality. She recently published a book of poetry titled Uses of My Body.

Book Review: Uses of My Body

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[ By Lauren K. Alleyne ]

Simone Savannah, 2017 graduate of KU and HBW alumnus, has recently published her poetry collection, “Uses of My Body”. The book deals with the intimacy of Black womanhood and emphasizes Black women’s experience of erasure, sexual and racial violence, as well as pleasure and healing. Lauren K. Alleyne, Assistant Director of the Furious Flower Poetry Center, has written a review of Savannah’s book.

Uses of My Body by Simone Savannah is a collection that leaps fully into one of poetry’s most delicious devices: the oxymoron. The poems manage to be simultaneously loud and quiet, open and guarded, raw and technically savvy. They are offered to us by a speaker both brash and vulnerable, honest and slippery, dangerous and imperiled. And what better vehicle to enact these dual tenors than the body? Presented in the text as both a site of power and powerlessness, the body in the hands of this poet is wrought in all its complexity; it is instrument and music, vessel and river, fortress and breach, machine and mystery. The word “uses” in the title simultaneously implies the speaker’s agented deployment of the body’s power and its potential to be co-opted and used by others.

The first thing most readers would notice is the language of the poems. In terms of diction, most of the poems utilize graphic and overtly sexual word choices to anti-romantically describe love, relationships, and the bodies of the beloved and the lover. In “Preclude,” the speaker boasts of toying with “the man I’ve been sleeping with,” revealing “I tell him I like him when I like his shit.” Rather than the poetic declaration of love, it is an anti-poetic declaration of desire:

I say shit like baby,

let me slurp down that big ass dick.

But, sometimes I just spit on the tip

on some cute ass shit (11)

Here, the poem gets down to the nitty-gritty of the body in a way that poems rarely dare. The viscousness of “shit,” “slurp,” and “spit” present the body at its most animal, internal, and visceral; “big ass dick” locates this relationship firmly in the realm of unapologetic carnal desire. If one is shocked by this, it is because such frank expressions of desire are not generally allowed from women in our society. Such open discourses of desire force women into the defensive “I begin: I am not a jezebel” (32). But this is a poet who isn’t interested in asking for permission to inhabit herself, and who is, in fact, open about the use of poetry as a site of reclamation: “I read poems to remake the self. / I write poems to remake the self.” (32) Moreover, poems like “Preclude” flip the script, since usually the female body is used as a projective site for male desire; “like want for having,” almost mirrors the lines in “Preclude”:

I wonder now, if hunger is                  why men send me

   strange messages

about how they want to spit in my throat,

or call me baby or sweetheart and ask me

to say what I want

to do with their dicks and my tongue—  (13-14)

The mirrored articulations of desire in conjunction with the turn in agency here point to the fact that when the female body is an object rather than an agent, the same actions and impulses read differently. The body houses these opposing possibilities and Savannah’s language points to this clearly.

Tonally, the poems’ speaker is brash and forthright—no holds barred in a way that animates the oxymoron at work throughout. The poems feel sharp and deflective, the grit and edge of the language and voice almost off-putting at times, yet their honesty creates a sense of intimacy in which the speaker’s revelations feel like entrusted confidences—a tension that undergirds the entire collection. Overall, the shock factor of the language is balanced by the tenderness that lies just below it. The assemblage of swear words and body parts called by their most vulgar names camouflages a deep sense of loss, hurt, fear and loneliness. The speaker of these poems is one who feels as deeply as she derides, is as wounded as she is provocative. The poem “Deliberate,” marries these tensions beautifully. In one section, “Fuck” becomes an anaphoric precedent to a list of hurts and disappointments:

Fuck the woman who spread my nudes

across the internet then wanted me back.

She can’t have me back.

Fuck the street that broke my mother

because I grew up there too…


And     the man who left me

in Kansas loving him:

I cried and I cried until he had a baby on me (56)

Just beyond the anger and dismissal of the repeated profanity, is the clear anguish of betrayal, loss, and heartbreak. The poem builds itself around the common denominator of embodiment: the poem’s spheres of feeling are enacted by and through the body as it is tossed between the intimacy of “nudes” and the public eye of the “internet,” the birthed child (the speaker) whose own body housed (and we know, later unhouses) “a baby,” and the streets and state that participate in the physical and emotional breaking of the speaker and her mother. Throughout the collection, grief for her aborted baby, her lost relationship(s), and the death of her mother are undertows that constantly threaten to drown the reader  and that grief is tightly tethered to the body.

At the same time, the speaker exhibits clear knowledge that the body is also her key to resistance, survival and possibility—“I want a chance at my own body” (15). It is a long and tumultuous road to acceptance, but the final poem, “Ritual No. 30” arrives at a moment of reconciliation:

today I showered and prayed over

my body for the first time in a long time

I told my godmother it is time, I want to be my own best

thing—how do I begin?

The oxymoronic tension of the collection eases here as the conflict that has raged throughout ebbs and the speaker understands that those tensions have to be engaged in non-destructive ways, and, rather than answers, she arrives at questions:

…how do I be angry

how do I come back to myself

or what I’ve always wanted?

Bold and vulnerable, political and personal, theoretical and actual, the dualities enacted by the poems in Uses of My Body create an unforgettable journey that invites readers to look and look again. I, certainly, am convinced to follow the collection’s closing advice to

learn to become political about my yearning

erotic about my healing (62)


Other works by Savannah

Like Kansas (2018)

HBW Blogs

Black Poetry: Now and in the Future (2019)

Women’s History Month (2016)

“Of Maids and Ladies”: Dr. Ayesha Hardison on Living Jane Crow (2014)

2014 Furious Flower Conference: Seeding the Future of American Poetry (2014)

A Book for Your Library: Jimmy Blues and other poems (2014)

National Poetry Month (2014)


Lauren K. Alleyne is an Associate Professor of English at James Madison University, Assistant Director of the Furious Flower Poetry Center and Editor-in-Chief of The Fight & The Fiddle. She hails from the twin island nation of Trinidad and Tobago. Her fiction, poetry and non-fiction have been widely published in journals and anthologies, including The Atlantic, Ms. Muse, Women’s Studies Quarterly, Interviewing the Caribbean, Crab Orchard Review, among many others. She is author of Difficult Fruit (Peepal Tree Press, 2014) and Honeyfish (New Issues (US) & Peepal Tree (UK), 2019).

In Memoriam: Antonio Sanchez-Day

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[ By Dr. Brian Daldorph ]

Antonio Sanchez-Day (July 21, 1974 – March 5, 2021)

Anthony Sanchez-Day was born on 21 July, 1974, in Topeka, Kansas, and died 5 March, 2021, at the University of Kansas Medical Center in Kansas City.  He had a number of serious health issues.  He graduated from Grand River Academy in Ashtabula, Ohio, and attended Haskell University in Lawrence, Kansas.  He was a member of the Prairie Band Potawatomi Nation.  He is buried at the Dance Ground Cemetery on the Potawatomi Reservation in Mayetta, Kansas.  He leaves behind a son, Ontario, and a daughter, Ana.

For forty-six years, Antonio Sanchez-Day took on life.

At the end of “Taking on Life,” the title poem of his first book, he wrote about his friend who had just “walked on”:

Until next time, my friend, when our paths

hopefully cross on that Red road . . . I’ll picture

you at the Sundance, attached to that tree

pierced through the chest with bone, blowing

your whistle to the sky, taking on life.

Even though he was often vastly outnumbered by enemies on the outside and by demons on the inside, Antonio took on life.  He fought against racism as a boy as one of the few minority students at his high school; fought against family troubles; fought as a street soldier for his gang which was for him the “family” he’d always wanted.

Sanchez-Day at the HBW Mass Incarceration Symposium in 2019
PC: HBW Archives

Then he had to fight to simply survive in “The System” as he called it, thirteen years of incarceration in which he often felt himself to be confined in the “basement of the basement,” as he’d tell us.

I met Antonio in 2013 when he was finishing up his prison time, determined to turn his life around. His only weapon against all the enemies lined up against him was his pen, and Antonio wrote brilliantly.  How many times did I sit in a classroom with him and experience the response to one of his poems: awed silence then one brave soul speaking up: That’s how it is, man, you got that, and everyone in the room nodding, saying, Yeah, you got that.

Antonio wrote about the hard times of his life, but he wrote about the joys of life too, the pleasure of simply walking down Massachusetts Street in Lawrence, Kansas, in good weather, running into friends, greeting a friendly dog or two!

Back to my future
Seems I stay two steps ahead of death
yet three steps behind in life
trying to catch up
without getting caught up
righteous intentions
through an insidious agenda
rollin’ dice on the devil’s playground
shooting to win
blindly playin’ to lose
every step I take is only one slip away
from falling
back to my future

Antonio Sanchez-Day, “Taking on Life”

Ronda Miller, poet and former president of the Kansas Authors Club, described meeting Antonio for the first time: “I noticed his humble nature, twinkling eyes, and his kind smile.  He seemed at his happiest when he was presenting his poetry.  He always went out of his way to assist others, even when he wasn’t feeling well.  I never heard him complain.  He was a gifted man in numerous ways.”


Poet Antonio Sanchez-Day (left) and his editor/publisher Dr. Daldorph. PC: Rick Hellman

Journalist Katherine Dinsdale wrote articles about this remarkable poet for Lawrence magazine. She thought of him as “a brave miner, courageously following his pickaxe of a pen into unexcavated darkness.  What he uncovered would send weaker men running for the hills.  But he sought out and shared for too short a time a holy vein of pure gold.”

KU graduate student Ayah Wakkad, who joined the jail writing class as co-instructor, wrote: “Antonio left us too soon!  My only condolence is that his impressive collection of poetry, Taking on Life, will immortalize him as a gifted Native American poet and storyteller, who challenged his past, present and future.  Antonio left us too soon, but the effects of his words remain.”

Retired business journalist and writer Mike Hartnett, who’d worked closely with Antonio in the writing class at Douglas County Jail, wrote about him:

When Antonio was serving his second prison sentence, he decided to turn his life around.  He joined a writing group at the jail and found his true calling and passion.  This all lead to the publication of his first book, Taking on Life, and his work on the Criminal Justice Coordinating Council and his work as co-leader of the Douglas County Jail men’s writing class.

One week in the jail writing class, Sherry Gill, Douglas County Jail Programs Director, wrote the following tribute to Antonio, a poem included in Antonio’s first book, Taking on Life:

What a life you have lived.  Your words are beautiful/and they are smooth as pure silk./You have seen such darkness and tribulation.

Through your writings we have/been given a chance to see/inside you.  Your words have such/meaning to me, I feel them.

I admire your cultural histories/and enjoy reading your stories./Your heritage is rife with/solemn spirituality.

As a fellow outcast, my heart is/sad to hear of your body’s troubles./Your mind is clear but your body/is not following suit./Thinking of you, my friend, wishing you well/on your journey.


Dr. Brian Daldorph teaches creative writing at the University of Kansas and Douglas County Jail.  He has taught in England, France, Japan, Senegal and Zambia.  His most recent books are: Kansas Poems (Meadowlark P, 2021), Words Is a Powerful Thing: Twenty Years of Teaching Creative Writing at Douglas County Jail (Kansas UP, 2021).


Black American Sign Language (BASL)

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[ By Kai Hansen ]

Hello everyone, and happy Deaf History Month! 

You might be surprised to know that sign language, like spoken language, has dialects, accents, and regional differences, not to mention that there are multiple different languages beneath the umbrella of sign language. American Sign Language (ASL) is a different language than Chinese Sign Language (CSL) which is a different language than Spanish Sign Language (LSE) and so on. You may have heard of Black English, but did you know that Black American Sign Language (BASL) also exists?

The Southern School for the Colored Deaf and Blind. PC: Gallaudet University

Early American Sign Language, influenced by French Sign Language, was originally taught at schools for the Deaf, however, in the 1870s and 80s, white schools for the Deaf became more focused on oralism, which emphasizes speaking and lip-reading rather than signing. People didn’t care about Black Deaf kids enough to teach oralism, so Black Deaf schools continued to teach sign language and many sign language instructors moved to Black Deaf Schools. Consequently, modern BASL is more closely aligned than ASL to early American Sign Language. BASL evolved into its own language, and by the time schools were desegregated, Black Deaf students often struggled to communicate with their white teachers and peers. From that point on, ASL was used in the classroom, but BASL’s usage was continued among family and friends. 

Dr. McCaskill at Gallaudet University.
PC: Gallaudet University

Since ASL was taught in schools from that point onward, it is now considered the standard, and just as Black hearing people code-switch between standard English and Black English to fit in in the classroom or among white people, BASL users frequently code-switch between BASL and ASL. Chair of the newly created department Black Deaf Studies at Gallaudet University and co-author of the book Black ASL, Dr. Carolyn McCaskill was one of the first Black students to attend Alabama School for the Deaf. She is quoted saying “So when I was with white people, I would sign that way. And then when I was with Black Deaf people, I would communicate it differently.” 

So how is BASL different from ASL? People who use BASL tend to use more facial expressions and use more space with their signing. BASL users also tend to use two hands for signs where ASL users would use one. Additionally, BASL places signs on the forehead more often than ASL, which tends to place signs on the body. While BASL and ASL are very closely related, some signs are completely different. Over time BASL has incorporated terms that are common in Black English. When asked about BASL, Dr. McCaskill responded “[BASL] felt so free to me. It felt good to just communicate. You know, that was who I was. That was my culture. That was my identity.” 

Nakia Smith (Sign name: Charmay) who teaches BASL on TikTok. PC: The New York Times

Research on BASL is a long way behind research in ASL; however, with the growth of the Black Lives Matter movement, BASL is now gaining more recognition.  It is estimated that 50% of Black Deaf people in the United States use BASL. This was made possible by BASL being preserved intergenerationally through Black Deaf families and also the Black Deaf community. Black Deaf signers are now taking to social media to teach and preserve this important part of Black Deaf culture and identity. 

This article is a factual summary of BASL and its history written by a white hearing person. If you are interested in learning more about BASL and the culture surrounding it, check out the videos below:


Kai Hansen is a sophomore at the University of Kansas, double majoring in English & Biology with a minor in Dance. A member of the University Honors Program with plans to become an English professor, Kai is actively engaged in the study of Black and queer literature.